~ This is just thoughts that I've had, recently & for years. Like what if, when you buy an article of clothing from a secondhand store, you understood something about the previous owner.
~ In the next life, you can go or rent movies of your prior life, about your roads not taken. This would use up alot of the forever time...
~ Some people think it is a failure to divorce. But for myself I have been in two failed marriages, if that is what they are called. There were no children involved (a passionless marriage most or all the way). Really what they seemed were how to take care of another person, without getting paid. I once seen a tv program where the one couple felt their relationship was like a team. It was the first I ever thought that I was missing sooo much. We were not even on opposing teams, that would mean, you were on the same field. For me it was more like the all service laundermat, restaurant, free employee for home based business. While he did more for the neighbors than for me - (now they can come & cook him dinner...) Lol on that one, he goes to the restaurant every night now. He also hired two women to help with the business (to do what I did & probably alot less of that). Other couples have lives. When I washed & waxed my car, I washed his trucks. When he checked the oil in his trucks & business vehicles, my car was not included. He thought I needed to learn how to do this on my own, that it was better for me to do this. So after - way too many years (over a decade) I felt my life was passing me by. If there wasn't another chance to all this love stuff, I wouldn't be much worse off ... all I need to learn is to check my oil. I do miss the small talk & having someone around, even if it was for short times. Several months after we were divorced, a woman who works at walmart, that we both knew. Told me that she sees him in the store more now, than when we were married... that is because now he has to do his own shopping. His life (I would think) has changed Alot, mine has to some degree, but in ways it is easier. Since then I have looked around some & actually seen couples, going to the store, the movies, taking walks ~ together... Imagine that.
